I said I would be a happy girl once Wednesday came, and guess what?
I am.
Haha.

I had a good time today, and I won't deny it. =)
Okay, one of those rare few times okay!
But it felt good, like walking and walking till my feet hurt.
Sitting down and stoning without feeling guilty.
Its like guiltless slacking!
Omg, finally.
And the Christmas music and everything, it was just nice. =)

And anyway, I'm almost free.
This is excellent. =)

I'm off anyways.
More catching up to be done these few days.
How I love this.

Take me whole, take me in, take these last six candles
And when I'm tired and wearing thin
Give me the strength to carry on.

"It matters little," she said, softly. "To you, very little. Another idol has displaced me; and if it can cheer and comfort you in time to come, as I would have tried to do, I have no just cause to grieve."

I take back what I said.
I shall no longer be gracious cos it just isn't worth my while.

Just lit left!
And bio paper 1. =)
And I'll be free.
And I can cut these damned strings off. =)

Watched A Christmas Carol with the gang.
And it was nice-ish though I felt a bit giddy watching it.
And well, random characters reminded me of people I knew.
And certain instances reminded me of certain values I hold close to me.
It was niceeee.
And christmas-sy.
Yay. =)
Can't wait for christmas.
And oh, it totally reminded me of Great Ex too.
It's like the Dickens' technique or something but evidently, there are certain ideas that meant a lot to him.
For instance, the idea of chains and being entrapped and of how every link that forms the chain comes from the experiences that we go through, the day-to-day instances we can't avoid and the avoidable choices we make.
Gosh, and it reminded me of YISS too, like the baggages we carry, baggages that just aren't designed for human beings and despite that we still carry them anyway and let them tie us down. =/
And then there was the idea of repentance and redemption and how human beings need a severely hard knock before they wake up from the trance they're living and receive divine intervention and realisation and finally move on onto the road of redemption.

And I just realised how tangible Dickens' ideas were and how they still resonate, even till today.

Hmm.
Food for thought.

Anyway, I'm tired out.
Time for a nice, good, long rest.
And I shall indulge in books tomorrow.
harhar. =/

The sudden disappointment of a hope leaves a scar which the ultimate fulfillment of that hope never entirely removes.

My sincerest apologies.

I think I'm just bitter cos change is the only constant.

So once again, my sincerest apologies.

Omg.
I should stop wasting time reminiscing over the past and continue mugging.
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Shit, it was so sad and depressing. D=
Bad choice of movie for now. =(
Haha.
Ahh wells.

At least I released some...emotion.
Yeah.

But seriously.

And yeah.
Please tell me why?
Cos I don't even understand myself anymore.
And why the hell I bother.
Tell me why I bother?
Cos I don't.

Indifference will settle in soon yeah?
And by then, you'll know I'm done.
And there'll be no room for regrets.

Haha.
Anyway, studied with crystal and her friend Gorden again today.
It was better.
Thankfully. =)
And good food.
Yum.

And and, THANKS COLLIN TANG. =)

Together, we will find a way.
To build a better world, a better day.

I'm in a foul mood now.

I guess depressing movies have that effect on me.
And so do annoying people.

Sometimes, I just wish I could say whatever I wanted to say.
Mean though it may be, without fear of hurting anyone's feelings.
It irks me that it bothers me to be mean to others when the greater half of the world doesn't even give a shit. =)

I'm out.

There's no shame in dying.